Random Thoughts

Today I’m so in the mood of writing, so I’m writing the 3^rd post :p Hello, Hello . . Is there anyone who’s still awake ?? It’s about 5 A.M now, so I guess not . . heheheh !! While I was reading some books, my thought’s always branches into several thoughts . Silly, huh ??

Rite now, I’m reviewing my relationship with my boyfriend . It’s beautiful . But sometimes, I felt like he doesn’t enjoying the moments as mush as I do . Is it common ?? Sometimes I felt like he’s so out of reach, then he’s so close . I realize that we had so difference, but that difference shouldn’t be a big problem, rite ?? We can’t expect someone to be EXACTLY like you want to be . . hhh . . but why do I still complain about it ??

Back then, I was so darn insensitive . Even he did said that . I used to think that being sensitive is troublesome . Being sensitive made me think about everything in several ways . . and that ways, sometimes are not so good . We that so-not-good thought come up, I might’ve get jealous . I really hate getting jealous . . because I too, doesn’t like to be jealous on . The main reason about me being insensitive is I just don’t wanna get hurt like I did back then . But he demands me to become sensitive, he should be the one whose responsible about me being like this L

Rite now, I’m being sensitive, maybe the hormone does affect my actions . Well you know, we women having periods and all . I don’t want to start a fight by being jealous, that’s not cute at all . But hey, boys could be really insensitive too, rite ?? What should I do T.T